sky♥smile

Insomnia ?!! let's wake up & hv some FOOOOD :)

2011-05-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

sometime things just can't follow my will
too much stuffs have to think of
too much annoying people have to deal with
N this cause insomnia

I just cant fall asleep some night
Like TONIGHT
the brain keep twisting
thinking what to do tomorrow
how? why? when? where? blaaaaa...

OK! I give up
am wake up, walk to the kitchen, n find some food

Cheng cheng* I have made some sushi for myself :)
Unbelievable? hahah
and I am quite surprise that food help me to sleep XD

*To those who has the same case as me,

Instead of struggle to fall asleep, why not make urself some FOOD =)

who are U?

2011-05-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

After all these, only I know who is the one
the one who treat me from her heart
TRUE Friends are Hard to Become
that is why I appreciate these friendship so much!
Frienz, Cheer for our friendship :)

p/s: This song is specially present
To those who always label themselves as "good friends" with fake smile, friend with u only when u are
valuable and kick ur ass off when u are expired!

It is hurt, BUT now isn't anymore!

寻找 . 心灵

2011-02-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

原来是如此的可笑...

无需装，无需逞强，
我想做的是原来最自在自然的我,

丢掉虚伪，
丢掉装扮，
我想拥有的只是一个温暖的家
一个能互相扶持信任的知心

寻找 . 心灵

2010-12-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

Time fly... It is quite busy after I resigned from my part time job.
Busy to pack and buy my stuffs that I need during travel.
It is soon to leave my hometown. Thus, busy gathering with friends and relatives has became one of the important part.
Recently check back my friends blog and email, there are lot of changes, about their life, their career, their family, their love... I wonder during the time I busing carry on my life, I have also miss out something in another side of my life.
Feel bit sad that can't join and share part of their life.

*hope you are good in your life, my friend ;)

2009-12-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

上线咯~

今年十二月算没白过吧，还蛮充实的..哈哈
当在忙时，时间总是不说声就悄悄溜走了..
人生短短几十年，这句话真的没说错。但我认为，人生不在乎长短，只在乎是否活得有意义，有价值

人总有很多的梦想与幻想
但往往现实生活却不正如自己所期盼的
童话故事总是骗人的
睡美人依旧沉睡在塔内
白雪公主不曾遇上王子
灰姑娘总找不到属于她的玻璃鞋
在愿望树前许的愿好像都不曾实现过

爱情小说，偶像剧内的情节与主角所遇到的问题好像都能迎刃而解
一切都有如命中注定

虽说人能掌控自己的命运，但最终一切还是的听天由命
曾听过这么一句有意义的话: aspire an inspired before you expire.

*生命的长短就同等于呼吸与没呼吸间

RaiNy Day~

2009-12-17T06:59:00.000-08:00

Rainy season ~

this month almost having rainy everyday

may be some people hate rainy and feel disgusted, inconvenient

but for me,

I like rainy so much

when the rain dropping and wind blowing towards my face

enjoy hearing the rain dropping sound

feeling fresh after the rain and so on ^^

if luckly enough, may be can see the rainbow after the rain \\(n.n)//

kanchini & tad
kanchini & ikhwan

*a group of crazy people who against their ego and meet their id to play under the heavy rain

remember you not a GOD

2009-11-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

your present is all of a sudden

you walk in my life without my permission

upset the rhythm of my life

you though you know my things very well

actually you don't even know who I am

btw I am not the girl that you though

lastly, I just want to say that you are nothing in my life

from now and ever

*remember you not a GOD, you just a person who pass by my life

ouch!

2009-11-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

ouch! what a dusty blog..

There was a long period I didn't update and even didn't view my blog

I would like to say sorry for you because your lovely owner has forgot you for few weeks..XD
well, now I come and check out what happen at here.

within this few weeks, a lot of my friends have managed their blog very well

all having nice and meaning posts, wrote by using English

I am the one who out of willing to write by using Eng..(n_n)

WHY?

Because I keep receiving complaint from my friends :" hey olive, you should use English while writing your post because we can't read Mandarian.."

well well well

it is in English now..International language sure everyone can understand ^.^

*aiz..why make life difficult =.=

Report of my rencet life ♥

2009-10-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

what happen to me recently?

enter my 2nd sem of ADP,taking 2 subject which are econ and chem
will going to attend a gathering party with ADP friends
help my friend in US to ask for transcript from sch
my computer totally attacted by virus and msn break with me
felt happy because received some special souvenir from my friend who just have a trip at Thailand
have met some new friends esp a girl from newzealand programme who called Liz, she is quite friendly and kind=]
my face popped out many pimple(thgs I hate the most..arggg)
joined badminton club
met my 'dad' in my brother's sch, he look quite great when wearing the uniform^^
felt passive in sociolizing but now try to active it
my eldest bro's birth just past
finding the meaning of life

* although life is short ,but we can desire and decide what to do

and how our life should be organize

四季*Season

2009-10-18T02:36:00.000-07:00

外国的一年四季，

春天的多姿多彩

夏天的热情，豪放

秋天的浪漫，美丽

冬天的冷酷，无情

各有各的特色，各有各的魅力之处

对我而言，我最喜欢秋天的浪漫景色

橘红色的枫叶是最美的，当枫叶纷纷落下时，必定掀起心中的涟漪

但，却最想体验冬天的寒冷

雪花的落下，凄美的景色，严寒的天气都是爱情故事里必备的道具

所以若身在雪地里，韩剧的浪漫情节必定浮现在脑海里

最想目睹春天的美丽色彩

一大片开满花儿的土地上，听着小鸟的唱歌声，迎面吹来春天的气息

那是多么美好的一天啊..

至于夏天嘛，几乎每一天都在过

ExPEcTaTioN

2009-10-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

很多时候，每当对某件事情抱有很大期望时，往往换来的都是一堆的失望
而这事每次都发生在我身上，不知要自叹倒霉好呢，还是因为自己的自大而带来的教训
现在怕了，唯一能做的就是以后都不再对任何是有着很大的期望
凡事都以平常心，就让一切顺其自然吧
或许酱我的心会好过一些，最起码在地跌到时，不至于那么痛，那么尴尬..

* the high expectation just will hurt someone rather than bring happiness to you.

StupiD Promise

2009-10-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

no matter who you are

where you from

how long you have lived in this earth

or even how powerful you are

please don't simply promise something that you cannot do it!

it is so terrible and hate such promise..

*think carefully before you make a promise to somebody!!

it can cause a lot of things to happen in this world

UN PerFect

2009-10-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

I always wish that all the things in my world will be perfect

To make things perfect

I have to work very hard until I felt exhausted

Physical exhausted is not the problem

the worst thing was when I felt emotion and mental tired

this made me lost my smile &

hoped to be alone just to make some adjustments for myself

This emotional made my friends always confuse to me

But recently,

I realized and knew that nothings is 100% perfect in this world

all things would have their goods and bads

Hence, I should face the unperfect parts and learn to accept the them

*My life become perfect because of the present of unperfect =]

another *Half

2009-09-30T17:41:00.000-07:00

曾经听说女涡在捏泥人时，

把一个圆圆的泥土分成两半

一个捏成男生，另一个捏成女生

接着把他们分开放在地球的两端

他们开始寻寻觅觅，寻找回属于自己的他/她

在寻找的过程中，有的很幸运，能再有生之年找到自己的另一半，

并快乐的生活在一起

有的虽找到了，但却没能像童话故事里的王子与公主一样，

从此过着幸福快乐的日子

有的就不怎样好运，寻寻觅觅了一辈子，终究找不到自己的另一半

另一半的由来就是如此

因此

人们总说：“咦，你的另一半呢？”

“恭喜你喔，终于找到你的另一半了！” ^.^

Tic tok Tic tok...pls wait for me~

2009-09-29T17:47:00.000-07:00

嘀嗒嘀嗒...时间慢慢的从身边溜走，从不留下任何痕迹，任何的信息

时间能冲淡一切，能冲淡人世间的怨恨，亲情，友情 & 爱情..

只有挚诚，耐心，聪明的人能握住时间的尾巴

让身边的人不会因为时间而遗忘自己

相反的，彼此的关系会因为时间而越酿越浓越酿越真诚

*yesterday is a history, *tomorrow is a mystery , *today is a day for us to perform miracles!

PerFecT mATcH

2009-09-28T08:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes people say that love can be divided in 4 types:

first type: when a handsome meet a beauty call PERFECT

second type: when a handsome meet a ugly call TRUE LOVE

third type: when a ugly meet a beauty call SWEET TALK

well..

what will be the last type? as comman sense

the fourth type is when both ugly meet each other..then people call it as NO CHOICE!

funny match=] haha (^v^)

累

2009-09-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

最近做事总是提不起劲，情绪好混乱，心情反反复复。

笑不再是发自内心，像是为了别人而笑。为了隐瞒内心的恐惧，内心的不知所措，而设法又微笑武装自己，让人觉得自己是快乐的，有自信的。假笑- 让我觉得好累，为何总得在自己不想笑时，勉强自己挤出微笑。当过售卖员的我知道，每当顾客上门时，都得挤出你最灿烂的笑容。若不，就等中老板骂吧！为何人类的嘴型不长成像笑的形状，诺是那该多好啊！最起码不会让人误会是臭脸，不爽之类的..

*心情好闷

Wedding*

2009-09-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

long time story

my Indian neighbour's daughter married on 6th sept(b4 final exam)
then for fun, I asked them drew one for me=]
nice? i think quite.XD..first time to try on such Indian art drawing..haha

Just for FUN yeahoo~

2009-09-14T18:23:00.000-07:00

Nemo sushi *thumb up*

'that's why I hate my job!'

drowning her boy friend..haha

[ Laughing Out Load ]

Oops..bad gas..>.<

kiss* kiss

coOL coffee cup

' ouch!! can you brush softly! it is pain!! '

' er hem..hey sir, what are you looking?'

' wow, what's a wondeful shoes!! '

' ouch!! now I know why old people will loss their hair!'

' hey man, You! ya.. I calling you! '

' I like my hat..it look great, isn't it? '

' helloooo, can somebody come and rescue me!! '

♥ is Out Of ControL

2009-09-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

你的一句话

足以拨动我的心跳

你所留的言

足以打乱我的情绪

你的一个眼神

足以牵动我的心情

你的一个举止

足以引起我的注意

可恶！

为何人类要有心♥

要有七情六欲

TruE ♥ FRIENDs

2009-09-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

' Many people will walk in & out of your Life

but only FRIENDS

will leave FOOTPRINTS in your heart ♥ ! '

recently I receive one forward message from my friend

it is quite meaningful and true

everyday, we meet people from all walks of life

from the upper class to the lower class

sometimes,we are physically close BUT socially distant

of course, some of them will become our true friends but some not.

it is difficult to find an intimate friend

hence, wish to say thanks to all my friends

because of you, my life become beautiful and

hope that you have already leave your FooTPrintS in my ♥ heart =]

Finally

2009-09-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

finally finish my exam and also my 1st sem

finally no need to study until so late

force myself to sit in front of those annoy books

can take two weeks break and do my own thgs

is the time for me to enjoy my holiday~yea!

at the same time,

I hav made a stupid mistake while sat for the math paper

omg~

I have forgot to bring my calculate

I left it in my car!!

when I ask the examinator wherter can borrow me a calculator

she firstly ask me want borrow from who?

later she say she will help me to find for one

well, then I wait...1 min, 2 min,3min...10 min..

then I knw that she are not going to find one for me..haiz

ok, is my fault..stupid!

not bad, may be can have a try in the coming exam =]

BaBy Of SeptembeR

2009-09-10T05:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to our my friends who born in sept

too many of my dearest friends born in this month

my friends from girl guide, from college, from secondary sch

and even mother of my friend =] haha

so sekali gus, selamat hari jadi

happy birthday

生日快乐!!
^.^

My fAvoR ♥ DBSK

2009-08-23T01:25:00.000-07:00

yea~ my favor singers ♥ Dong Bang Shen Ki

long time didn't follow their news

their performance always prefect and fantastic

they have also a soulful voice

It cannot be denied that they look charming and handsome

do you agree? haha..

I am their fans, but not as frantic as you think

I wish I have the chance to attend their concert^^

WHO want to come with me???? muakaka

look funny and cute ♥ ^.^their latest fantastic performance in Malaysia

but very sad that I don't have the chance to attend..T.T

forget..

2009-08-20T08:22:00.001-07:00

Just like my sociology teacher say:"oh~ just forget it..."

yea,may be this is a suitable way for me

to forget something

now the answer is given, but just forget it

return to the initial position

and just be myself!!

hAte ThE RhyTHm

2009-08-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

hate the rhythm of my heart..

the heart is beating faster when

the moment I feel nervous

the moment I feel shy

the moment I feel angry

the moment I meet him

the moment I fell in trouble

the moment of danger

the moment....

it is out of my control

I hate this feeling

I wish I can control it

always in a clam and steady rhythm~

无题

2009-08-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

心无力

情绪好乱

好烦

非诚勿扰

请离开我的世界

ScreaM=呐喊!!!

2009-08-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

The Scream-Edvard Munch

the innner experiences of the painters depiciting extreme states of mind:

madness, pain, despair, anguish & even death

this picture has fully descibing the mood of me in this moment!!

my heart is screaming without being knw by other ppl

nw I felt vry tired n stress

you knw why?

tomorrow wed>>mus presentation

>>eng presentation

>>math quiz

thurs>>soc test2

>>math test2

fri>>moral test

+ moral final test(next week), moral assign, mus proj
OMG!!! now I am perspiring..
in this moment, I deeply need a hug and a support from you~(v.v)

what am I waiting for ?

2009-08-07T23:23:00.000-07:00

wait wait wait..

what am I waiting for?

wait for a decision

wait for a chance

wait for the things that I wish to get

stop for awhile n think deeply

actually we all wait for dead

hence, I should do smthg to make my life colourful before I reach the moment of dead.

so u?

buBbLe ♥

2009-08-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

fell happy, welfare, funny, curious, nice

and even fell romantic when surround by all bubbles

today is a nice day~ ^.^

幸福的微笑^^

2009-08-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

你的微笑好甜，看起来让人觉得好幸福哦！

究竟是什么东西让你感到如此幸福快乐呢？

感染了身边所有的人，

包括我在内...

有人说我不常笑，是真的吗？

那究竟是什么东西偷走了我的微笑，

是沉重的压力

是家庭的压力
还是朋友的遗忘

到现在才知道，我遗失了我的笑容...

不管，不管

无论走到天涯海角，

我都一定要找到你

捉住你~我的笑容...

MPO~

2009-08-03T06:58:00.000-07:00

me&nataysa ^^

went for a music orchestra at MPO on 6th of July...

with my classmate and two strangers~hui yean n her bf..haha

this was the 1st time I went for a music orchestra with former dress

the 1st entre an orchestra hall

1st time do a music project which I never do before

1st time I saw hw a real harpsicord look lik and also the organ

all musician shown their proficient skill on plying those instruments

the conductor had shown hw great he are in conducting those musician

+ the soprano had a vry charming and nice voice to sing for the aria, lov her voice so much

haha..nw missing her voice ^^

fortunately I got the chance to take picture wif her on that day..hehe

now busy for the project of music about this orchestra..

headache..>.<..music project sound easy,but actually not!!

hope a fairy tale present now and help me do all those confusing n annoying works ^^

那年那月那一天

2009-07-16T07:44:00.000-07:00

某年某月某一天

某时某分某一秒

与你说再见的画面依旧清晰

你稚气的脸孔，悲伤的语气

“有缘再见”

这四字让彼此都沉默

周围的喧哗吵闹，让彼此的沉默显得更安静

那时的情景，还历历在目

唯独不同的是，彼此的感情已淡如清水

今天，你笑了吗？

2009-07-12T23:23:00.000-07:00

今天你笑了吗？
是的，笑了..
人生短短十几年，说长不长，说短不短
今日不知明日事，何苦天天板着脸呢?

每天都是新的开始，新的希望
照镜时，对自己笑一笑；遇见人，对他们笑一笑

笑，让心情变好，让人缘变妙...
笑，把病魔赶跑，把烦恼忘掉...

嘴的两角犹如被两条线给往上轻轻的一拉，成了一个完美，可爱的U形
那就是笑的方法..你学会了吗？

学笑虽然容易，但却不是每个人都懂得如何运用..

面对经济下滑的金融家
面对比赛锉败的运动家
面对婚姻失败的夫妻们
面对病菌扩散的医生们
面对癌症折磨的病人们

面对失去家人的痛苦
面对失去爱人的心痛
面对失去财产的烦恼
面对失去机会的无奈

种种的问题烦恼，又叫人们如何开怀大笑呢？

所以啊~学会笑的你可是非常了不起的了..
哈哈~(^.^) (^0^) (^v^)

Chocolate~

2009-07-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

巧克力，
女人的致命伤，
同样也是身为少女的我，的致命伤。
最近体重节节上升，
不得不开始戒口，
尤其是远离那些甜，油，炸食物
巧克力是最主要的一个，
它的诱惑是女生无法抵挡的，
一碰到它，一切的抗拒力和减肥的意志力统统解除了

当内心挣扎，说着：“不行不行...”
手却不自觉地将它放进嘴里，
脑就会在这时候催眠着：“那么一小块，会肥到哪里去..”
在脑袋的催眠下，内心的挣扎慢慢的从强到弱，
到最后，内心也服从于脑袋，安慰自己说：“对啊，那么一小块，会有多少卡路里，大不了吃后就减肥咯!!”

就这样，越吃越多，越来越肥...

所以，奉劝意志力弱的你，还是少碰为妙，

“巧克力如毒品”

请珍惜身体 ^.^

哈哈~

2009-07-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

生平中最怕的一件事，就是突然听到你的消息

你那天的离去，突然的消失

我的心，茫然，哭泣，好痛

天，好阴，好悲

一年，两年，三年...

在认定了自己此生将会永远失去你时，

却突然听到有关你的消息....

2009-07-03T06:50:00.000-07:00

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY* to my lovely Brother

today 3th July is his birth, so i would lik to him...

muack~lov him 4ever and wish him all the best ^^

falling flowers

2009-06-28T23:06:00.001-07:00

where is it?

haha~this is garden of my college..

nice rite..lik the changed of season.

lov it so much^^

♥christine's birthday♥

2009-06-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEE 25.06.09 is my best friend~christine's birthday
she celebrated with us at milkwaukee balakong(actually i no sure where is it..haha)

before go to the party, i got class until 7pm(math class).

so, i discuss with my lecturer and hope he can let me leave early.
fortunately,he is so kind and permitted me leave early..hue~
around 7++pm,i reached ktm and wait for christine

we arrived milkwaukee around 8pm..

me & christine

4 of us..haha

still*Four of us*cui ling, me, christine & cai ying

~well~

2009-06-25T01:12:00.000-07:00

now i am at common room, got two 'funny' guy sit beside me..

talking something nonsense..haha~one is from burma n one is india.

well,this is the 1st time i blogging by using eng,so..if hav any grammar mistake,pls forget it or correct it for me..haha~^^

after that,i am going to finish my moral's assignment n study for my sociology.

now i feel so tired n sleepy~omg..later still got math class at 5pm..

well,later i finish my math class,i will go Bee's birthday..i am so miss her since long time didnt see her..

ok..bye..go for maths class

you wont belive!!

2009-06-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

星期一，原本十二点我就能回家的，但因为学校有办活动，而我又有份参与，因而需留下来等五点的开会，直到七点才能回家（气死我了..）回到来大约八点左右。

在路上，妈妈有跟我提到说今天她看到有只蝙蝠在厨房地上，吓了她一跳。(omg,can you belive tat，哪有可能会有蝙蝠出现在住宅区)刚开始以为开玩笑，原来是真的。我妈说她先用畚斗酱它'ba'起来，怎知它突然飞起来。然后飞到我家客厅的窗帘上。在没办法之下，我英勇的老爸用他那强而有力的手掌(haha~)将它抓起后用力往外抛...hue~幸好它飞走了，没飞回来反击我们....

你是不是以为故事到这就完了，那你就错了!!!还没呢!!

回家后，第一件事当然去冲凉咯。冲完凉后，一开门，就看见我小弟放声大哭地走向我。

我还没来得及反应，小弟就一边哭一边大声地说有蝙蝠在他房间（他跟我妈睡的..）

于是我就快步走向我妈的房间（当时我妈也在场）看个究竟..

一进去，只看见一只死蝙蝠躺在地上。我妈告诉我，刚才她整理衣服时，嗅到很臭，我弟也说很臭。于是，她就找出味道来源。嗅着嗅着，她嗅到我爸的其中一件折着的毛巾很臭。她把那毛巾拿给我弟闻，我弟也说那毛巾很臭。过后，恐怖的事来了，当我妈酱那毛巾打开，那死蝙蝠掉了出来。再次把我妈跟弟给吓到。

真的不敢相信，我家竟然一天之内来了两只蝙蝠。我妈说，刚才那只蝙蝠死都不走应该是为了寻找它的同伴。但可悲的是，它却不知道它的同伴已经死了。那只蝙蝠应该是自己钻进那毛巾里，后自己又飞不出来而死在那（在我们折衣的地方，旁边是开放的花园）

那蝙蝠就像片中那样，还满小只的...

~无聊~

2009-06-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

啊~好无聊哦...

无聊的事，无聊的物，无聊的人，无聊的歌，

无聊的功课，无聊的考试，无聊的食物，无聊的戏

无聊的你，无聊的我，无聊的他，无聊的一天，

无聊的人生!!!

~sweet memory~

2009-06-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

当年的稚气，现在唯能在回忆里回味...

曾和你们一起走过的路，我是一辈子都不会忘记的。

感谢上天让我在有生之年能遇见你们，有你们这班朋友是我这辈子的福气。

~ 来世有缘愿能再做朋友~

♥miss you , friends ♥

omg~

2009-06-14T00:42:00.000-07:00

来到第四个礼拜，慢慢适应了那边的环境。

刚开始真的omg..为何呢，因为我班的同学竟然没有一个会说华语!!

有一个华人，但他却是我们所谓的‘香蕉人’..@.@..

我班共有12个人，四个非洲人，三个印度人，两个缅甸人，两个马来人，两个华人（其中一个就是我），一个哥伦比亚人..haiz

像国际班吧，哈哈..我们唯一的语言就是英语。

顿时，我觉得英语是如此的重要。若不会说英文的话，恐怕就会有苦难言咯。

不管怎样，我现在已慢慢应付的来了。跟他们也慢慢的相处得来（偶尔也会非常想念我以前的朋友..T.T..）

在那，任何事都得自己一个人面对。觉得有压力，经常赶assignment,journal....不久又要面对小考，中考，大考...一大堆的事，都是中学不曾做过的。

以前在中学，assignment 可以照抄网上或人家的..haha..但现在，一切都要靠自己。

由于学校离我家不远，若驾车的话大约20分钟就到了。但因为我还是新手，所以老妈子不放心，因而得自己搭ktm到那，后等nilai巴士载我去学校。

光是等车的时间就用了我不少时间...这花了我一小时的时间才到达学校。

虽然如此，但我是不会放弃的。所谓‘吃得苦中苦，方为人上人’，发挥我们中华明族的精神!!哈哈...同时，我也希望我的朋友（不管现在在哪）跟我一起努力，愿她们天天开心，健康，快乐。最重要的是还记得我这朋友，那我就心满意足了。

*好想你哦~

“假如我是苍蝇你会怎样？”

2009-04-26T22:07:00.000-07:00

上星期五我跟我六岁的小弟在家与苍蝇来了一个大作战。不知最近是怎么了，屋里来了特别多苍蝇。
就在那天旁晚，我,小弟跟苍蝇来了一个决战。我弟负责找出苍蝇的所在地与可恨的踪影，而我就负责用电拍打它并将它电至死。就这样，在姐弟俩的完美配合下，成功的打死了数只苍蝇。
当我正将一只苍蝇电死时，我小弟突然问了我一个可爱且我未曾想过的问题。情况如下：
弟：“大姐....”
我：“呵.....”
弟：“假如我是苍蝇你会怎样？”
听后，我愣了一下。我在想应该怎样回答他呢？一个六岁小孩又会希望得到一个怎样的答案呢？犹豫几秒后，我就说...
我：“假如你是苍蝇的话，我就会用苍蝇拍打你。”
我就想吓吓他，毕竟那是不可能的事啊。结果他就露出一幅失落，可怜的样子。
见状后，我赶快回答道...
我：“好啦，假如有一天你真的变成苍蝇的话，当我要打你的时候，你就赶快大声地对我说："
大姐不要打我,我是围声啊!"，可以了吗？”
话毕后，我弟马上就露出了一幅开心，满意的样子。看到我弟一幅安心的样子后，我的心也跟着笑了起来。
或许很多人都不会去在意或理会一个六岁小孩所说的话。这是因为大家都知道那是不可能发生的事，根本就不符合逻辑。但谁知明天会发生什么事呢。或许有朝一日聪明的科学家们真的发明了一个可以变成任何昆虫的药物呢。

没得反悔了>-<

2009-04-21T22:22:00.000-07:00

昨天跟妈妈到Nilai学院向一位美国老师询问详情。其实这是第二次来到这。原本是跟他约了2点的，过后因交通而要求延迟到2.30。那老师还蛮热情的(外国人都是酱的吗)。。。问题问完了，想知的都有答案了，最后就是犹豫到底要不要报名。我所报读的是America Degree Transfer...
(2+2)

最后还是报名了....其实之前就一直处于犹豫的状态。到处询问人家的意见，当然当中有支持我的，也有反对我的。当意见越多，我也越来越混乱了，不知如何做决定。经过一番的挣扎后，我决定了我的决定（虽然两年后就得离乡背井到外求学，说真的确实是非常不舍离开家人）但有机会出国留学当然要好好珍惜与争取啦，加上若我放弃了这次的机会，就不知机会几时还会再来了。我也不希望我以后会抱有任何遗憾（若我放弃了这次的机会）

外国的月亮是真的特别圆吗？我不知道。但就是想出外见识下，为自己的生命路上带来一些改变，不想自己以后活了大半辈子都只停留在原地。所以，希望我能坚持到底，加油!!!也要谢谢支持与鼓励我的人，希望我不会让你们失望^^

女孩第一次的工作 (>v<)ee~

2009-04-20T18:35:00.000-07:00

去年的12月的第二个礼拜我就在leisure mall的一间白金店里工作。这也是我18岁以来的第一份工作~(*v*)~在考完SPM的一个礼拜后才开始找工，好让自己累积些工作经验。原本我是想通过报纸找的，但都没成功。因此就在某天与好友慧燕去到leisure mall找工。我们问过卖衣店啦，卖晶品的，书店等。。都留了电话但却没回应...(v-v)..
左等右等，终于有回应了，是书店打来的。他叫我拜一去应征。

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应征后，虽请了我但附带条件也太多了罢。。(+上工钱只有RMxxx.00)扣掉我的车油费，膳食费，杂费。。。都所剩无几了。。工作时间也很长(10am-10pm)有时也可能加班。就在我有点失望时，刚巧经过一间白金店，店面贴着请人的告示。我妈马上叫我上前去应征。。

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就这样经理请了我并叫我明天来上班。即应该算是幸运吧，不到半小时的对话，就被录取了。此外，在工钱，时间，福利上也远远好过之前聘请我的那间书店，也不在意我没有任何的工作经验。。我在毫无犹豫下爽快地答应了，同时也推掉了那家书店好意的聘请。

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刚开始怕第一天上班不知要如何与同事相处做事。。都很怕他们会是冷冷，酷酷的(类似电视剧里..lol..)。但其实也没想象中那么糟啦。。更巧的是我既然在那遇到与我同校的学姐，这未免也太巧了罢。从上班的第一天到现在都与大家相处得很好，大家也很照顾我^^（谁叫我是年龄最小的）哈....在相处的日子里，大家都一起渡过快乐，疯狂，无聊，生气，埋怨，开心等。就这几个月的相处，我开心有这福分与大家分享所有的一切。我们啊无所不谈，天文地理，国事家事读书事。哈哈....(其实互相吹牛的事也不少)..^O^..当然也有不舍的事，就是同事间的离别咯。我也是其中之一，因为要重返学校而辞职了...(现在是失业族了..呜...)

后：秀慧，hwalin & elain 前：小娴，yen & 我
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小娴：她就是我所谓的学姐啦。其实她叫巧娴，(大我四年)她是个不错的人啦，很爱笑。若不笑的话就整个人看起来没精神....哈哈...自觉很巧既会遇到她，因为她不只是我的学姐以外，也曾一起参加过Erican举办的自我充实营，还被安排睡同一间房间呢。(^.^)不止这样，我的生日也既然跟她的*朋友一样(xox)lol~因为酱，我们大部分的时间都混在一起。(哈..话题太多了)

yen：她是superviser。有时也跟我们混在一块，哈哈...只要你想知道有关神的东西问她就对了。她也是个爱笑且矮小的人。别看她这样小小的，力气可不小，因为她是跆拳道的。还有就是honda...哈哈...（这是彼此间的暗语~）还有要感谢她一路来的帮忙与教导。

秀慧：一个清秀善良的人，简直就如她名似(aunty&uncle果然没安错名)哈~她嘛，很斯文，文静，头发飘逸，就连声音也是轻声细语。因为酱而迷倒了不少人..hehe...谢谢她在升学方面给我不少的意见与资料。thnks~ 我也祝福你能顺利在新加坡完成你药剂师的学士学位。+oil!!!!

Elaine：一个坚持于自己梦想的独中生罢。她的梦想就是冲出大马到外国去留学，所以我祝福你能在台湾顺利完成你的大众传播学士学位。谢谢你免费帮我修和涂指甲...haha.....另外也谢谢你的鼓励与支持，“在你做某个决定后，也许你会庆幸当时的决定，又或许你会开始后悔当初，但你却不会遗憾。所以不要做会让自己日后感到遗憾的决定。”这句话我会永远记住。可能因为酱，她就如此的坚决要到台湾留学，好愿她这生的一个梦。

HwaLin：直爽的一个女生，经常被归纳与秀慧一对，她跟秀慧应该算是对非常有缘的朋友吧。中学时就是对难舍难分的姐妹，同班且坐两个壁，现在工作也一起，简直太有缘了。

女孩之路

2009-04-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

今天是女孩生平中第一次写部落格。。为何会有这念头要在网上写部落格呢？或许是为了追上流行的步伐吧。因为听说近来吹起写部落格的风来了，身边的朋友个个都开始在网站玩起这门东西。所以，本人我也上来凑热闹，哈哈。。。除了这原因以外，也是为了让平凡的我也能在网络上找到一个属于我的天地!!!....(>o<)......希望我日后的生活能更精彩，快乐。。。加油!!!!